We finally have a good rain tonight. Cold. The rivers should be edging up; maybe I can get a canoe down the Edisto.
It feels like winter and I can hear tires down the wet of the road. The sound makes me want to stay home. But I always get excited, worked up and have to move my feet a bit, listen to the old engine purr. So I go out for a while, pretend to be a regular member of society, then retreat back to my spread of old books, papers across the bed. I make a bit of tea.
A place of one's own is a simple, true pleasure. I have a small shell of a place with good windows and maps on the wall. Tonight I find it uplifting, really, and I make myself a cup of darjeeling tea because the name sounds far away, and I light a few candles and think back on all the things that have happened. It is a good season to keep the mind going - don't forget to let yourself roam.
Here is a poem I like by Gary Snyder, who, I am told, owns a huge poodle...
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Not Leaving the House
When Kai is born
I quit going out
Hang around the kitchen -- make cornbread
Let nobody in.
Mail is flat.
Masa lies on her side, Kai sighs,
Non washes and sweeps
We sit and watch
Masa nurse, and drink green tea.
Navajo turquoise beads over the bed
A peacock tail feather at the head
A badger pelt from Nagano-ken
For a mattress; under the sheet;
A pot of yogurt setting
Under the blankets, at his feet.
Masa, Kai,
And Non, our friend
In the garden light reflected in
Not leaving the house.
From dawn till late at night
making a new world of ourselves
around this life.
Gary Snyder